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GIRL! Tom and I saw our baby today! We took all the kids and we were all anxious to see. Zack was about to cry when the radiologist said the baby was a girl. That made me sad. The other girls were excited but kept saying, "Are you sure?", "We thought it was going to be a boy?", "What about Joshua?"...

I am very happy that my baby is healthy and the ultrasound was super cute! But I am a little confused thinking this may be my last chance at a baby and it is not Joshua. I dreamt about Joshua years ago and always knew I was supposed to have another baby, a boy. So now what I am supposed to do? There is no way Tom will agree to another baby AND I am not sure I could do this pregnancy thing again. I guess I just have to trust that things will just work out.

I am not disappointed to have another girl, I love my cute, sweet, beautiful girls! And I can't wait to hold and kiss my new baby girl! How can I do another 19 weeks? *sigh*

Meet Eowyn Miller

My newest niece Eowyn Elle Miller born on 12/26/07. She is an angel!

My brother Jerry, Michael, Autumn, Eowyn, Saylor, and Autumn's parents

Being a mom

It's no secret that I want another baby(or two) even though I have VERY spirited children, and could fill a book with the misadventures at the grocery stores (or even at home)but I love being a mom and wouldn't trade one minute for anything. That's my motivation for this year, and why I joined weight watchers...so I can lose weight, get healthy, hopefully get pregnant and start all over again. Tom is actually worried, because he FINALLY agreed to another baby IF I got healthy! HaHa! He's in trouble, I wish for twins! :) Here's a good quote;
I'd rather be a mother than anyone on earth Bringing up a child or two of unpretentious birth... I'd rather tuck a little child all safe and sound in bed Than twine a chain of diamonds about my carefree head. I'd rather wash a smudgy face with round, bright, baby eyes Than paint the pageantry of fame or walk among the wise. -Meredith Gray, from The Beauty of Motherhood